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The Mind of the Academic
Fruits of My Research
Just as things begin to rise 
11th-Nov-2009 07:46 pm
they inevitably fall again.

Life has become a fairly exhausting spectacle for me as of late. I can come up with no formula, no strategy to control the flow of this dazzling experiment I have been flung into. My head is tired. Hours in classwork are spent sleeping through lecture and paying only the vaguest of attention. I have no desire to eat, think, or interact, only to sleep. My evenings are spent tossing and turning grasping desperately at fleeting hours of rest. I cannot remember the last time I slept straight through an evening. Much chaos between the family and other loved ones has left me in a sea tossed to and fro by the waves whilst trying to balance the never-ending stress of my work. Inspiration is at an all-time low and even the impending vacation cannot seem to life these frozen spirits.

Burned out, exhausted. Call it what you will I can no longer focus on all this. If it is not one damned thing it is another. Can something finally look and up continue to look up?

As the old saying goes, 'what comes up must come down' I suppose.

An afterthought, but after hearing about the rash of little thefts confounding the Organization as of late I took to recounting all my possessions.. and have found my vibrator has gone missing. Cough it up, Ienzo!
Comments 
12th-Nov-2009 04:21 am (UTC)
Ohana is a two way street. If you need anything, just call. Even if it's something silly like "write my MacBeth paper NAO, cuz it's nawt happinin fer me!" *cuddle* <3
12th-Nov-2009 05:28 pm (UTC)
<33 *huggle* thank you, Dilan, you don't know how much than means to me right now. And those brownies were delicious, I shall not deny I did it ^_~
12th-Nov-2009 04:22 am (UTC)
Oh. And I was told by a little mouse that you ate my brownies. Sleep with one eye open, icy~
12th-Nov-2009 05:13 pm (UTC)
I could say something about your missing item but... I'm gonna pull the maturity card here and just ignore it.

As for your sleep, stop taking on so much by yourself and vent to us. I know you jabber on and on to Ienzo but Dilan and I are here too. You were there to perk me up after my accident so let me help you hearts damnit.
12th-Nov-2009 10:25 pm (UTC)
<33 Thank you brother, I am far too accustomed to just taking so much on by myself and saying nothing, just part of my nature I suppose. <33 Hearts to you
12th-Nov-2009 10:45 pm (UTC)
Well still, you have us now.
12th-Nov-2009 10:26 pm (UTC)
I wholeheartedly concur, my snowflake brother from another mother.
13th-Nov-2009 03:32 pm (UTC)
Umm, well... I don't really know you very well, Vexy, but I can listen, too ^_^
Especially since I can't play my sitar or really do much else recently.
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